I have had a up and down past six years. Fell in and out of love twice and each time it hurt like hell. I reenlisted in the Air Force and plan on making this a career. I plan on uploading more of my poetry Ive wrote just got to get it all collected.
Throw Your Hate at MeLast monday I signed my offical contract for 6 years of serivce in the United States Air Force as an air traffic controller. I'm so pumped and I've been going to gym and I've lost 3 pounds already. I still have a while to go but I wanna get my mile and a half time down to at leats 12 minutes before I leve. I'm still working on getting the pushups up to where I feel I should be.
As usual there isn't much to do down here but I've found ways to entertain myself. I've been reading some and played some old video games. I'm excited about the begining of the baseball season it's something to look forward to and the Silent Hill movie is comming out and if it's half as scary as the games it will be worth the money. Speaking of Silent Hill I still need to beat the 3rd one and buy the 4th one. Also I ordered the 2006 Fiesta Bowl today and it should get here by friday.
Trying to sell a house gets annoying having people come in to look at it means you have to leave and drive around for while. I hop
The Begining of the Rest of my LifeI just found out I'm leaving for basic training July 5th. It sucks that its suring the summer but at least its not during my birthday. It's going to be hot as hell every day in San Antonio but I'll manage. So that means I won't be moving back to Illinois but fear not because my family is moving up there and will be house hunting in June and I will be there with them. So I'll get to see my friends. I'll be done with tech school before Christmas I believe and will be back then as well before leaving for my base and into unknown. I am so excited you guys and words can't do justice to show how thrilled I am about this.
The waiting game and the Moving gameFound out that because of Hurricane Katrina that getting a job in Air Traffic Control will take a while. So as of right now it's looking like it will be end of summer before I can go to basic training. On some better news my family and I are moving back to Belleville thihs summer so from the looks of it I'll be there for a little bit before I move
I swore in yesterdayI swore into the Air Force yesterday. It took forever to get cleared because of my wrsit but I swore in. I still don't know my job but I listed my choices and they said because of my dad already being in that I stand a great chance of getting my first choice. I'll find out hopefully within the week. I'll update when I find out more.
It's been a whilesince I last updated. Not to much has been going on. Decemeber 15th I went to the MEPS in Jacksonville and found out I have to go back and get an xray. So after my dad leaves tomorrow I'll schedule to go do that. I had a good Christmas, got some clothes and stuff I'll need while I'm away. My friend John Holt came down on New Years and will be here until the 11th, so it's great to have a friend down. When I find out when I leave I'll try to make it up to the Belleville area but it doesn't look very likely. Maybe some more friends can come down like Toni who I haven't seen in forever.
Right now I'm trying to think about my dad leaving tomorrow because it makes me worry and feel like crap. I know he went there before and made it back but it still makes me worry about all the things that could happen to him when he's over there.
It all came to a crashing haltMy plans for comming up to Illinois have been cut. My dad has to go to Iraq. No problem we already knew that, we found out last month it was short notice and we though he would be leaving mid January. That would have left plenty of time to drive up to Ohio to see my grandma and uncle while my grandma had surgery. After that we planned on going to Illinois then down to North Carolina to visit my dad's side of the family. What happened was the told him he has to leave January 5th, thus forcing us to cut Illinois since we have no family there and my dad is going into a warzone.
As far as my joing the Air Force, so far so good. I go to Jacksonville for MEPs or whatever they call it. Because I had a heart murmuor as a little kid I might have to wait for a waiver. So as of now I'll leave around March. Hopefully I'll be able to make my way up to Illinois
I am comming to BellevilleDecember 28th to New Years day. So I'll have to plan out when I can see some friends of mine. After that we're going to my grandpas because my dad wants to see his family before he leaves for Iraq and hopefully me leaving in January
I made a decisionI decided to enlist and I just have to turn in the application and set up when I want to leave and then it's off to texas for basic training.
A big ChoiceI have been thinking alot recently and I am considering joining the air force. It would benefit me in numerous ways including college money, a place to stay on base, and money for food. Right now I'm 75% in favor of it. Another pro about it is that I can still get my degree and become a history teacher if I chose to get out after 4 years and if I don't like being a teacher I can always get a civilan job on a base. Well I'm off to think some more because it's a big choice.
Christmas free-to-use Stuff!Journal to compile free-to-use Christmas things from me~ Have fun!
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//Going to add more as soon as I get time to draw more of those thingies :3
About MMD YanSim ModelsHi anyone reading this, but I just want to notify you sorry for the inactivity for a while. I have been taking a break for a very long time and I have little to no interest in Yandere Simulator and MMD. I have no motivation to finish what I started, and I don't want to just keep saying, "Model will be put on download soon." What I want to say is that I won't be making anymore Yandere Simulator models and I want to break any promises I made from you guys. Feel free to use my models and edit them, because I won't be making any Yandere Simulator Models in the meantime. Now that I won't be making Yandere Simulator models I will probably be inactive and will post some screenshots here in there in my free time.
so bleeeh yeah no more yan sim models and you can edit my models because i dont really care about yandere simulator bleeheheeh that also means that i wont be that active anymore blehehehehe theres the start of school so i wont be active times 2 bleheheheh xddddd
yeah, thank you for un
[CLOSED+ WINNER]HALLOWEEN RAFFLE 21-SHADOWMONSTERTHE RAFFLE ENDS \;/7//;/!
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I have read all the comments, yesterday unfortunately I was out of home
plus my little cat escape from house and I've had a lot of fear, fortunately I found her ( is my last cat who have been invested years ago T-T this is why I was in panic ;_; )
Today I'll try to reply to as many comment I can \T///T/
But now...the winner is...
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To celebrate this day I think with my sister to sta
Undertale 50 day Challenge! (Not my list!!!)Note: I did NOT make this list! My sister texted me the list and I'm not sure who the original maker is.
I'm just listing the 50 drawing meme's. If you know who the ORIGINAL maker of this list is, please link it to me.
1) Draw yourself in the outfit you'd wear if you were to fall into the Underground.
2) Draw yourself encountering Flowey.
3) Draw yourself in your favorite armor/defense combo.
4) Draw yourself in the dummy encounter.
5) Draw yourself buying (or not buying) something at the spider bake-sale in the ruins.
6) Draw yourself looking at Toriel's socks.
7) Draw yourself exploring your favorite room/area.
8) Draw yourself reacting to sans's puns while hiding behind the lamp.
9) Draw yourself playing the hole game in Snowdin.
10) Draw yourself talking to an echo flower.
11) Draw yourself with Sans in Grillby's with your order.
12) Draw yourself walking with Monster Kid.
13) Draw yourself in Toriel's bossfight.
14) Draw yourself in papyrus's bossfight.
15) Draw yourse
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i just wanted to thank each and every one of your watches, faves, and comments
they help push me to improve my art!!! it's the holidays & it's time to give back :-)
bun has left da, so it's not a double art raffle! i just wanted to use the header he made for me cos it's rly cute <3
1st place winner - berrysquid
2nd + 3rd place winner - melon-cube + iRosefeather
congrats!!! all the winners will be notified! thank you all for participating <3
CringeLop got to see some of these and took pictures of them. Gotta upload them before she does. Also thought it'd be interesting for you guys to see!
This was when Claire was a dragon Scootaloo (also seemingly exactly like siansaar's Lavender), Valiant was a little more like Prism and Estrello existed. If I remember correctly, these were gonna be the only three characters I focused on and Claire was gonna eventually become a part of the guard.
Some old Sparity and Buttonbelle and WTF is happening to Sweetie's face
Illusion and Celestia making silly faces
I wanna say these were the first drafts of the next gen (Claire and T not included since I'd already posted drawings of them here). Annie wasn't gonna exist and Fluttershy wa
Art Contest! - Closed - Judging! THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT PARTICIPATED! We're amazed how many people actually joined our contest in the end~
They are all really wonderful, we'll start judging as soon as possible and I hope we can announce you the results soon, too~
(If your entry isn't in the favorite folder, though you submitted in time, let me know then I possibly missed you)
I'll extend the contest a little until the 19th February I hope that helps some people! ♥
Since the poll showed that a lot of people needed an extension the new Ending Date will be Feb 14th!
If we get 10 participants I'll bump the prizes! ( 0 more participants left )
We actually reached 10 participants! THE PRICES ARE BUMPED! Thank you to all the people that participated and still plan to do so ♥~
Cause a lot of people ask no